Someone Told Me... a Lie!

People told me, even before I had my surgery, that I would puke - everyone does at some point. They told me that it would be no big deal... it would be kinda like a baby spitting up and that after it happened you go about your day like nothing.

Well let ME be the one to tell you and anyone else thinking about the surgery that that is NOT true for some people. Maybe it happens that way for some poeple but not for me!

Tonight was by far the WORST puking experience... first let me explain that I did NOT puke because I ate something I shouldn't have or ate "wrong." I had freakin air bubbles stuck in there because as I was dry heaving over the toilet bowl and puking up foamy crap and air bubbles, there really wasnt much food in there at all. I mean I had some mashed potatoes for God's sake. Anyway, it was just horrible and forceful and my eyes were watering and I felt like I was puking after a night of heavy drinking!

I'm really getting to the point that I dont want to eat anything anymore... I feel so much better when I hardly eat anything... then at dinner I try to eat something and I puke. I puked last night and if I remember correctly I puked the night before too. I'm just sick of it... all the times I have puked it's been a forceful puke and heaving.

Why does this have to be so hard for me?? Other people "spit up" like a baby and other people can drink the protein shakes... not me! I puke hard and my body rejects the protein shakes and things. Ugh... for anyone who thinks this is a cop out or an easy way to lose weight, I have one thing to say to you... let me see YOU try it! This is NOT FUN AT ALL!!! IT SUCKS!!!