Testing Emotional Strength
Every day it seems like it's getting harder and to watch everyone eat normal food. It's weird because I don't rely on food for comfort anymore. I dont live for food or eating anymore... I eat food to live now. These first few weeks after surgery are extremely difficult and truely do test your emotional strength.
Today we are going to see a movie... I will not be able to sit and have a big Coke and popcorn while watching it like I used to. Instead, I'll have a bottle of water and nothing at all to eat. It's different and a change and I just hope that Jon can understand that I may not be all happy and excited about having to make this change right now. I know that when I see the weight really coming off, I wont care because the reward of being thinner will be better than any food or soda or popcorn tastes!
I can do this... I can get through it... it's just so much work.
Today we are going to see a movie... I will not be able to sit and have a big Coke and popcorn while watching it like I used to. Instead, I'll have a bottle of water and nothing at all to eat. It's different and a change and I just hope that Jon can understand that I may not be all happy and excited about having to make this change right now. I know that when I see the weight really coming off, I wont care because the reward of being thinner will be better than any food or soda or popcorn tastes!
I can do this... I can get through it... it's just so much work.
1 Comments:
That is a tough place to be for sure, Michelle!
YOU CAN DO IT! You are such a strong woman...remember that! :)
{{HUG)) Miori
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