Been Feeling Crappy

Just thought I would post to say I have been feeling quite down lately. I have been sitting at the same weight now for weeks and I feel like I'm going to be stuck here forever. It's frustrating to not have the scale move. I know that losing 83lbs is a HUGE amount of weight and that I should be happy about it... and I AM! It's just hard to see the scale sit there when I have a goal that is still seemingly so far away.

I have been thinking lately, would I be happy to just lose this 83lbs? If I was just to stay at this weight, am I ok with that? I don't think I am... because I had such big expectations. Perhaps I should have expected anything, but I did and there is nothing I can do to change that now.

It's just upsetting, I guess. I just feel so stuck and I wish I didn't feel so fat still. I hate having this feeling about myself. Everyone sees that I have lost weight and I should too. I should feel thinner, right? I just dont... I still feel the same!

I'm just having a bad few days or so and I hope to get over it soon. I would much rather be happy about what I have accomplished over the last few months.